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Jan. 8th, 2009

Log Title: All I can say is you save me
Location: Gryffindor Common Room
Characters Involved: Blake Parker (youllbeokay ) and Mags Rowley (peacelovechaser )
Summary of Log: Blake really needs to apologise to Mags!
Rating: PG, maybe?

If he was honest, Blake was feeling pretty weird lately, about a lot of things. His main concern, was of course, his girlfriend. Her behaviour was really strange. Some days, Mags could be really affectionate and cuddly - That's what Blake liked, although it seemed to become a little bit of a rarity these days, because of his girlfriend's constant mood swings. Mags was really snappy now, she'd flip at the smallest thing and bite Blake's head off with no thought of the consequences. Hell, she'd made it quite clear that she hated him the other day, then claimed it was down to being angry... but that wasn't something you just threw around with no thought about it, was it? And what was with the panicy outburst that Mags had posted on the network a while back? It wasn't something that he particularly wanted to bring up, but the truth behind the post had been flitting about Blake's mind ever since he'd read it. He was sure as hell it wasn't down to a cat dieing at all, it needed to be way more serious than that... But he couldn't risk having Mags turn on him again. He didn't want to have to face being told he was hated a second time within a week.

The second thing that Blake was concerned about was the whole situation with the Death Eaters that had plagued the school at the end of last year. The most that he knew, was that he was the one who had committed the kidnappings... but if that had been the case, then why was there a complete gap in his mind? He had absolutely no memory of what he had done throughout those months, and he was feeling way too guilty to ask the victims that had been in that cell what had happened to them. Hell, most of them refused to talk to him in the first place. Getting information out of them would be one hell of a task, considering virtually all of them seemed to hate him now. He wanted to know why he had even agreed to the kidnappings in the first place... surely his free will would stop him from ever agreeing to putting his fellow students in danger? Especially Lanisa and Abby. The entire idea of the Death Eaters had been a constant worry for Blake following their rescue from the hell-hole. What was to say the whole thing couldn't happen all over again? As far as he knew there had been little-to-no increase in security around Hogwarts...

Still. Death Eaters could wait until another day, because this moment was being dedicated to his girlfriend. Through one moment of weakness, he had turned on her and Blake Parker felt awful for that. He didn't care that Mags appeared to be getting away with treating him however the hell she wanted - Blake had already made it quite clear that he wasn't going to live without her, so that included being treated badly at the worst of times. And it was true that the Gryffindor Common Room was pretty quiet right now. Deserted, even. Taking his place on one of the comfy sofas, Blake stared down into the fire as he waited for his girlfriend to turn up. This quiet atmosphere was good. It could mean either a full-blown shouting match with no audience... or something else. He hoped for the something else, in all honesty. He was craving attention so badly now.

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youllbeokay
Jan. 8th, 2009 09:50 pm (UTC)
"Your sister's good to you, that's for sure." Blake agreed, a smile finally appearing on his face, although small. He had to admit that he'd been worried about how she was going to break the news to her own family. It was true that he didn't really know that much about them - But the fact that Mags' sister had been acting so supportive for his girlfriend in her time of need was enough to stop him from feeling so concerned.

"He's going to uni babe, don't worry." He reassured her after she expressed her worries about Jack's future. "Jack won't know anything that's going on, I promise you that." This promise was the least he could do for Mags right now. Blake had had his fair share of acting up through their relationship, so he needed to make her feel proud somehow... and if it meant keeping a secret from his best mate - and a bloody huge one at that - then that was what was going to happen. He wasn't sure on the adoption front though, but that really wasn't down to Blake to make that decision at all. And besides, what other choice did Mags have? He didn't really want to put ideas of future regret in Mags' head now, and seeing as she seemed so intent on giving up the child, he definitely wasn't going to drive that idea out of her mind. "I think it's a really good idea," Blake lied. "I mean, the kid's life is gonna be a lot better being adopted rather than having a sixteen year old bring it up right? You're making a mature decision about this... and I'm really proud of you for that." He brushed his free hand down the side of Mags' face lightly.

Though, Blake eyed her suspiciously as she appeared to be pleading him to let her go. "What does it take to get through to you?" Another small smile appeared on his face then. "You're my life now. You're my future... You're my everything." He leaned in close, though stopped just before he was about to kiss her. "So if I'm entitled to my own life... Then just accept it Rowley, you're not getting rid of Blake Parker."