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Jan. 8th, 2009

Log Title: All I can say is you save me
Location: Gryffindor Common Room
Characters Involved: Blake Parker (youllbeokay ) and Mags Rowley (peacelovechaser )
Summary of Log: Blake really needs to apologise to Mags!
Rating: PG, maybe?

If he was honest, Blake was feeling pretty weird lately, about a lot of things. His main concern, was of course, his girlfriend. Her behaviour was really strange. Some days, Mags could be really affectionate and cuddly - That's what Blake liked, although it seemed to become a little bit of a rarity these days, because of his girlfriend's constant mood swings. Mags was really snappy now, she'd flip at the smallest thing and bite Blake's head off with no thought of the consequences. Hell, she'd made it quite clear that she hated him the other day, then claimed it was down to being angry... but that wasn't something you just threw around with no thought about it, was it? And what was with the panicy outburst that Mags had posted on the network a while back? It wasn't something that he particularly wanted to bring up, but the truth behind the post had been flitting about Blake's mind ever since he'd read it. He was sure as hell it wasn't down to a cat dieing at all, it needed to be way more serious than that... But he couldn't risk having Mags turn on him again. He didn't want to have to face being told he was hated a second time within a week.

The second thing that Blake was concerned about was the whole situation with the Death Eaters that had plagued the school at the end of last year. The most that he knew, was that he was the one who had committed the kidnappings... but if that had been the case, then why was there a complete gap in his mind? He had absolutely no memory of what he had done throughout those months, and he was feeling way too guilty to ask the victims that had been in that cell what had happened to them. Hell, most of them refused to talk to him in the first place. Getting information out of them would be one hell of a task, considering virtually all of them seemed to hate him now. He wanted to know why he had even agreed to the kidnappings in the first place... surely his free will would stop him from ever agreeing to putting his fellow students in danger? Especially Lanisa and Abby. The entire idea of the Death Eaters had been a constant worry for Blake following their rescue from the hell-hole. What was to say the whole thing couldn't happen all over again? As far as he knew there had been little-to-no increase in security around Hogwarts...

Still. Death Eaters could wait until another day, because this moment was being dedicated to his girlfriend. Through one moment of weakness, he had turned on her and Blake Parker felt awful for that. He didn't care that Mags appeared to be getting away with treating him however the hell she wanted - Blake had already made it quite clear that he wasn't going to live without her, so that included being treated badly at the worst of times. And it was true that the Gryffindor Common Room was pretty quiet right now. Deserted, even. Taking his place on one of the comfy sofas, Blake stared down into the fire as he waited for his girlfriend to turn up. This quiet atmosphere was good. It could mean either a full-blown shouting match with no audience... or something else. He hoped for the something else, in all honesty. He was craving attention so badly now.


Jan. 8th, 2009 09:14 pm (UTC)
Mags nodded vacantly when he mentioned that she still had Ruby here to lean on for support. “My sister knows too like, I wrote her,” she told him. “Haven’t told the ‘rents yet, but I don’t think it should be too much of a bother for them… they’re… well I doubt they’d be anythin’ but happy about bringin’ new life into this world as Ruby put it… I was more worried about tellin’ Keira but she’s been unusually supportive of me. Like she’s gonna come down next weekend to take me to a doctor ‘cause she doesn’t trust the hospital wing too well. I know it’s daft, but she says I need to have all these tests done by a real baby doctor or whatever.”

She seemed somewhat relieved when Blake reassured her that her secret would remain safe with him. “I want him to go to university, to carry on as he had planned to do n’ everythin’… Blake, he’s real smart and he deserves the chance to go on with his life and make the best of it,” she explained. “I don’t think I could ever forgive myself if I took that away from him… this isn’t the life he planned n’ it’s neither mine either like… I think I’m gonna give the baby up. Like for adoption n’ all… Keira says that really good families pick a kid to raise here in the UK n’ they have happy lives together. I don’t wanna screw up two lives if both can be sent off and live happily apart.”

Mags took hold of Blake’s hand, struggling to keep her emotions down. “Ya know, it probably doesn’t mean much now or anythin’ but I’m really sorry for draggin’ you into this Blake, ya don’t really deserve this and I’m not askin’ you to stay with me either, ya entitled to your own life, I mean hell, you’re graduatin’ in June n’ all… look you know I can take care of myself Blake… n’ I want you to be able to live your life as well, don’t turn me into a charity case please,” she pleaded with him.